Speechless

People prefer the fake me than the real me. They like it when people act like Mrs good than showing out their piece of mind. For me its like cursing face to face is obviously better than smiling to you but inside thinking thousand ways to stab you ! This year I never club never drink at all but people still can create different version story.
Why am I always playing the 'patience" role in my everyday life where I myself hate it so much and wanna explode so badly. People always ask me to be patience, forgive this and that, but I also need time where people should be patience to me. The last time I show my temper out to friends is during Form5 ! Becoz I hate it when people disrespect me or use the wrong tune when speaking to me and that's why I don't do it to people too...
People are being too judgmental. Whatever open society is a bull shyt. When a girl say the word Fuck only you can start seeing people giving all kind of thoughts. This is everyday basis you can see on the street. Then follow by what if a girl clubs or drink. The judgmental peoples will continue making assumptions and all. Simple thing can end up complicated, from a worm to a snake. Society oh society.
I choose to shut up always becoz I'm lazy to voice out or I giving you another chance to not to cross my boundaries.this doesn't only mean for yesterday but for this few years already. But some idiots that doesn't involve spam my whatsapp all! Why the hell you all want to involve when the case is already settled? Too free? Go study then! Matters between us we will settle... No need people to step in and I don't think there is a need to force other friends to choose which side is correct. People who with me will be with me, this is what I believe.
And 1 more thing is don't ever order me to do stuff coz I'm not bound to listen to you. Yes she is ur bff and u wanna defend her I could understand but think before doing stuff. And lastly why my bff could not stand up for me since u can?! And the best part is, its my account. Since FB doesn't have privacy at all, I decided to tweet and same shyt happens I decided to insta, and now Insta can involve global issues suddenly, I might just stick to wechat! FML all are my accounts and I cant use and be myself! So tired ~